Why I no longer talk about my projects

Several times recently, I found myself uncomfortable when asked:

"So, what are your projects right now?"

I feel like I switch to autopilot, reciting a series of plans disconnected from me, from the present, from the conversation.

Let me settle this once and for all:

I don't have projects.

Either I'm doing something right now, actively.

And if so, yes, of course, we can talk about it.

We won't be able to help it: it's what I'm busy with, who I am, what emanates from me.

Even if we don't discuss it directly, it will shape the time we spend together. It'll be there.

As for the rest – what I'll do later – who knows. I'm not interested in talking about it. I don't think about it. I have no plan.

Future activity will be a natural consequence of present activity.

I'll find out about it at the same time as you, when it happens.

And when that day comes, of course, we can talk about it.

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To be clear: this note is not directed at others.

People can ask me whatever they like and I don't hold it against anyone who asks about my projects. On the contrary: it's a sign of interest that I appreciate.

I'm writing this note so I don't trap myself in my own answers.

From now on, the policy is this: I don't discuss the future.