"Be Yourslef, No Matter What They Say"
If Sting repeats it three times in his song, it must be important.
It seems crucial to me, but also extremely difficult. All the authors (and people) I admire have, at some point, found "their" voice, their way of being, their vision of the world; while others continue to "imitate" by poorly copying their idols. Note: I think this is an essential stage. Admiring is being moved. Wanting to "be like" someone is recognizing something sublime in them that you wish you had; it shows a sensitivity that marks the beginning of everything. But to reach the next level and be considered an "author," "artist," or whatever, the second step is not optional: you have to find that quality within yourself. Develop your own tools. Shape your character from your inner material.
The main obstacles are always the same, it seems to me: fear and ignorance.
Fear of not being interesting enough. Fear of not being cool, strong, intelligent, or tormented like those we envy. Fear of not having the right past, the right life, the right look, the right mind. Fear that it's too early or too late.
Layered over all this: a coating of ignorance. Ignorance that these fears are natural, shared, collective. That they are often the driving force behind the talent and careers of those we admire. That, regardless of success, they will never leave us and are, when harnessed, an intimate and inexhaustible source of creation.
"What they criticize you for, cultivate it; it’s you." – Jean Cocteau
"The Stagemaster" Semi-Finalist!
My English feature film screenplay, "The Stagemaster", has just advanced to the semi-finals of the Emerging Screenwriters Drama competition!
This fourth U.S. accolade puts me in the top 6% of screenplays on Coverfly.
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Another Surprise Culture Night!
I've mentioned before that I sometimes go listen to poetry in a cellar. Well, completely by chance, I stumbled upon the host of those evenings in another cellar, in the midst of a performance.
I was blown away by her energy, confidence, and humor. It's funny, touching, offbeat, but always kind-hearted. Her latest music video is available here. And here's another one with a bit of French in it (Sophia Lucia is American but lives in France):
You should also spend more time in cellars. It's (literally) where the underground scene is at. And it all starts here --> Freakshowcabaret
Panic in Space: Episode 6!
Meanwhile, quietly, I'm making progress on the post-production of Panic in Space:
Post-production can be quite solitary, but now that the Film des Ponts is finished, I'm focusing on this. The first six episodes are heading to festivals, and we're searching for a distributor. Any ideas?
The End (About Time)
I've finally reached the end of the novel I've been writing for... oh boy... fifteen years?
105 pages, a little over forty thousand words. There's one chapter left to revise in the middle, some corrections here and there, but all in all, it should be finished soon.
This is the first novel I've completed. Before this, I started several others that never survived the test of dispassionate rereading after a few weeks' break. But this one did. No matter how much time passed, months, sometimes years, I've always been surprised to find it good. To want to continue it. And to be able to move forward.
There are pros and cons to taking so long to tell a story.
On the pros side, there's a "Boyhood" vibe (the Richard Linklater film shot over 12 years): the person who starts the book isn't the same one who finishes it; you can feel a genuine transformation of perspective as the narrative progresses.
On the cons side, there's the evolution of style. Through practice, I write better now than I did fifteen years ago. Yet, I didn't want to revise the beginning too much to preserve authenticity. I've lightened it up a bit, aired it out a bit, but I've respected the progression and turns of phrase as if they were written by someone else.
Next step? Get it read. Find a publisher. Write the next one a little faster.
Premiere of "To Build" at the Opéra Bastille
A premiere is always nerve-wracking for a director—especially at the Opéra Bastille—but this event organized by École des Ponts went extremely well. The theater was packed, with the film's interviewees, contributors and a large part of the crew in attendance... truly moving.
I loved producing and directing this film. I met and collaborated with extraordinary people.
I'll soon be releasing a trailer online. The film will be exclusively screened in theaters (festivals, events) for a year, while we potentially search for a distributor. Afterwards, the distribution will widen. Screening dates will be announced here or on the École des Ponts LinkedIn page.
Two More Accolades for my English Screenplay!
Wow! I've made it to the quarterfinals in both the Screencraft Fellowship and Emerging Screenwriters competitions, bringing The Stagemaster's total number of distinctions to FOUR!
This puts me in the top 7% on the English-language platform Coverfly, for those keeping track.
If you happen to know any producers on the lookout for international projects, now's the perfect time to introduce me to them.
Alexandre and the B-Movies (Last Day!)
By day, Alexandre is an editor and director whom I met when he came to work for ChezFilms.
By night, he is the creator of the YouTube channel Fry3000 (with nearly 5000 subscribers!), where he "dives into all sorts of cinematic oddities."
Every time he drops by the office, he returns from an interview with a former actor or producer of B-movies, or he goes fishing for information about some fanzine dedicated to a film I've never heard of but which he explains the importance of in the history of genre cinema.
And right now, Alexandre is deep in writing a booklet about Norbert Moutier – one of the greatest B-movie producer/directors – which will accompany a book of posters published by Serious Publishing. What, you don't know Norbert Moutier? No worries, Alexandre is also working on a documentary about him.
In the meantime, go support the book, it's the last day!
Soon: Premiere of my Documentary at the Opéra Bastille
The feature-length documentary "To Build" that I produced and directed for École des Ponts et Chaussées will be screened at the Opéra Bastille on Monday, April 22nd at 7 p.m.
Meet the engineers behind the structures that have transformed France. How to build in the era of ecological transition?
Contact me if you'd like to attend, there are still a few spots available!
UPDATE: Oh, it seems it's fully booked =)